one subject which uses word as its power

A bit shocked when reading The Ecocriticism Reader a while ago, right on Rueckert's Literature and Ecology. He's mumbling about something that was (and maybe still) on my mind. He says,

... we live by the word, and by the power of the word, but are increasingly powerless to act upon the word. Real power in our time is political, economic, and technological; real knowledge is increasingly scientific. Are we not here at the center of it all? We can race our verbal motors, spin our dialectical wheels, build more and more sophisticated systems, recycle dazzling ideas through the elite of the profession. ... In the end, we wonder what it all comes down to.

Not to mention and consider the rest of his essay, but this is the part I remember the most from all essays I've read on that interesting book. This totally startling me because it is William Rueckert, a prominent ecocritic; a theorist, who says that. He has the same thought as mine. I do feel the same, prof.

What do you expect for taking this major? What you gonna do after graduation? What do you want to be in the future? What kind of job this major lead you to? That's the common questions laity ask you when you're declaring to take 'literature' course at the first time. and It's not just a few of you that confusing how should to answer that kind of questions. These are overwhelming questions.

When a fellow asked you 'on what major are you?' then you answered 'literature,' and she said 'oh.' Then the same fellow asked your other fellow the same question and she answered 'medicines,' and she said 'wow.' How remarkable the difference attitude you've got. What a pity. They just don't know yet how amazing literature is.

But I, myself, don't really care about that. You know, counting is painful. I just realize that it's not my stuff. I do enjoy literature. That's the most important thing for now. If we do what we wish and desire to do, then it will bring better result than when we force ourselves to do. Then we just don't need to worry about next. Do best to make it best.

Plant best, harvest best :)

(I'm) Addicted

First you start it, hard you stop it.

Facebook is changing its function lately for me. I'm not using it as a media like I used to use it before (connecting friend, sharing ideas and feelings but it still the best for sharing pictures, chatting, and even doing business). For me, now, it's a place for gaming since it has so many kind of interesting games.

But this new attitudes (I don't know why and how) are bothering others (they implied). They give me some advices (at least they think they are) to stop it. I love it, at first, because it means that they were care about me, right? But it becomes disturbing when it happens over and over again.

It's like; hey please! Just don’t! Don't forbid me do a thing I like! Just don’t! See, I don’t urge you into something you hate or even bothering you about what you wanna do. So please, don't!

Well, my excuse is never working. So, I am gonna take another way. I'll make you understand. I'll introduce you to them. I'll bring you there. Then I'll make you come to join. *devilsmile~

I called it as the place where i escape from the real world.

Let's start with this one, Ninja Saga. Here is where I as ninja do some missions and get reward. The right pict is my ninja village and the left is my avatar (which one better huh?). Well i'm not really a good ninja and i'm playing honestly, no cheat, no token. That's why i'm moving extremely slow. Beside i play periodically. Water and fire is my elements. I'm still a chunin - senior chunin, i'll say - because i'm going to the next test level to become a jounin. Believe it, there is exam for ninjas!

 

Then, this one: Baking Life, where i find myself as a baker and have my own bakery, managing it and have employees. I am an unbelievable baker now at the level 79. But the picture is not my bakery, it's my sister's actually. I don't know why the connection is so bad right now that I can't take a copy of my own bakery. But trust me, it's much better than that one. hehe (right sist? *piercingather)

(I finally can upload mine. This one is prettier right? kekeke)

The third is Cityville where I can build my own town (I named it: wonderland town). This is interesting, too. I have my own zoo, hospital, farm, shops, station, land, etc. I think this game is the one which need more time to load. See, tonight I can't take a copy of my town :(

This one is the latest game I join after my lil brother urged me to join him and play so that he has a friend to play with in home. It's not much different from the previous game, Cityville. They share rules except in Mini Kings we have to fight and protect our kingdom. I have my own troops, see. That is the pict of my small-developing-kingdom.

Well I have many other (Pet Society, Farmville, It girls, etc) but better I'll stop here.

Hope you can see how much it means to me (✿◠‿◠)

brain and ability (feeling down)

Human brains are more complex than the brains of any animal on earth because it's larger and heavier and blablablabla.

Human brain is all the same, that's what we know. But (in my opinion - and i do believe it is) Its capability is totally different. There are a genius, a standard people, and even a born-to-be-Idiot people. Don't try to convince me with the nonsense-talk about 'it's depend on how you train your own brain'. such a nonsense for me.

The born-to-be-idiot, that of course has no ability, will never ever be able to, at least, match the ability of the lazy-genius one. How matter hard he try.

haaaffhhh!!!!

I'm feeling uneasy. I am feeling down. Down. Down.

what a day!

What a day!

What on earth was wrong between me and Friday in campus?? Bad luck comes regularly every time I go to campus on Friday (or it’s me who too exaggerated it). Once a time, on the way to campus for attending a class, a little girl vomited right next to me and successly soaked me up. Today (???) was like the movie I just saw.

You know how it is, a day where everything's going wrong? That today is this day. – Ian Stone

“Live Every Day Like It’s Your Last”

It is an interesting movie. Ian Stone, a guy who is murdered each day by horrifying pursuers, only to wake up in slightly different lives to experience the terror of being murdered again.

I do like this kind of film, not because of its horror, but rather because it makes viewers think a lil harder. It needs certain intelligent to get into the movie . . . ㅋㅋㅋ . . ( •̃͡ -̮ •̃͡)

mmm.. I am not going to make review, anyway.

The thing that I, personally, conclude about this film is simple :: “even LOVE can turn devil into human” #thePowerOfLove ♥ ♥ ♥